Running away from home. Just like kids.

[neverwrongagent]

Briefings with Saul were getting more and more tense. Carrie could feel the strain on all of them as a real, palpable thing. Beside her, no one had ever had much faith in Brody, which was largely her fault. How could she explain her change of heart without explaining it was exactly that. What was harder was not telling him about how bad it was. Every time she was vague it was a physical pain.

The final straw was a heated conversation about what they would do if he were found out, revealed to be on a mission. They had escape plans, but it was clear very few people in that room gave a damn if they worked. Or if they even existed. She'd been through hell for the man they were dismissing like so much dross and all because... She wasn't that sure why because at this point. It was about Saul, really, and she knew that. That's why when he made a passing comment that made it sound damn like he'd made his decision and Brody didn't figure into it at all, she felt her stomach lurch so badly she almost had to leave the room.

She didn't go to him that night, that would be stupid. She waited a day, all of which was spent wondering when she would throw up. She got there late, just before dark, and sat back to watch the men finish up before meal break. He looked good. Better than when she saw him last, even.

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[posterboymarine]

He nodded, perfectly fine with her taking the lead with his shirt. His arms stayed around her, where they could do the least amount of damage. He shuddered again when her fingers brushed against skin and he moved to kiss her again, to ground himself in her.

[neverwrongagent]

She grinned slightly at how easily he allowed her access. Feeling him shiver from pleasure was even better and she pressed firmly into the kiss with a soft moan. The first moments, when they started, were always so delicious. "Going to make you walk around the house naked. Just for me."

[posterboymarine]

"Better be just for you. Not putting on a show for everyone, you know." He groaned again at the full heat of her hands against his chest, his body pressing toward her.

[neverwrongagent]

She laughed softly. She was well done with being watched or listened to. Forever. She gave him a little bit of nails, pressing as she moved her hands down his chest. After a moment, she leaned forward to add her lips, kissing him softly in contrast to her nails.

[posterboymarine]

Groaning, his head dropped back. He couldn't watch her. He had to just feel it. Jess never took the same care with his scars as Carrie had. It was strange, really, how profound the difference really was. It was the thing that made Carrie someone he could actually trust with himself and Jess someone who scared him, no matter how hard he tried.

[neverwrongagent]

Scars on the outside didn't scar her anymore than the scars on the inside. She had enough of them of her own that if they showed, she'd be as marked up as him. Those marks weren't something he did to himself, which was more than she could say about some of hers. She worked down, nipping and kissing, until she realized her hands were shaking.

Just for fun, she dropped one hand lower, brushing over his crotch lightly. She wondered if he'd jump.

[posterboymarine]

He absolutely jumped. And moaned rather deeply. His hands moved to her shoulders and he squeezed, probably a little harder than he should have. His cock also jumped, straining against the fly of his jeans.

[neverwrongagent]

The moan was better than the jump, but the jump was nice. Really nice since it made him press against her. She went up on her toes to kiss him, pressing her body into his. She wanted to be held. She wanted to be safely in his arms.

She brushed her hand over him again, whimpering. "More." She couldn't be much more exact than that.

[posterboymarine]

His arms slid down her arms and he wrapped her into a hug as he pressed against her hand again. More was incredibly vague and he wasn't sure what to do. Besides kiss her, of course.

[neverwrongagent]

That worked. Of course, pinned the way she was, she couldn't do too much more about molesting him without knocking them off their feet. That didn't mean she didn't try. She was hoping as much to get a laugh out of him as another delicious moan. They were alone, they were together. That was reason enough for both.

[posterboymarine]

He could feel her limited ability to further grope him and he did laugh, right against her lips, at her attempt. Then he did release her. His hands went to her cheeks and he held her head still so that he could just look at her a moment.

Of course, that look gave her a chance to see the war going on inside him. He was twitchy, unfocused to an extent, and wide-eyed. But he still managed to smile for her.

[neverwrongagent]

She blinked hard at his expression, vowing to herself that she'd never see it again. Then she smiled slightly and wriggled in his grip. "Gonna hold me down and use me?" Her voice was carefully pitched to come just short of pleading with him that he do exactly that. It would give him focus and undoubtedly give him a great deal of pleasure.

[posterboymarine]

His lip curled dangerously even as he focused more on her. It was a proposition that had a certain level of potential violence attached to it and he knew even if he went ahead, he would have to be careful. She would have to make sure he was careful.

He was, however, still a guy and he nodded. "Until you tell me to stop." And he was deadly serious about that. She had to keep them safe. He couldn't.

[neverwrongagent]

She met his eyes squarely and nodded. She could see all the caveats pretty clearly in his expression. That and the way his arms tightened every so slightly around her. It was a delicious hint of his physical power, something she'd always liked.

It wouldn't do either of them any good if he hurt her. They needed to be able to trust each other completely. That didn't mean they had to be gentle, just to trust.

[posterboymarine]

He nodded and released her only long enough to pull both their shirts off. Then he grabbed her upper arms and pulled her into another kiss. The way he held her forced her up on her tip toes and her body against his. He moaned even as he thrust his tongue into her mouth.

[neverwrongagent]

His approach surprised her as she'd expected to be flung at the bed. For the moment, she liked this better, much better, because it kept her against him. He had a good enough grip on her that she could buck toward him without loosing her footing, much. Of course that just drove her harder against him.

[posterboymarine]

As she fell against him, he kissed her harder. Then he started moving them toward the bed. His grip was hard enough on her arms that she had no choice but to go with him and she was still going to end up with bruises.

Once they reached the bed, he laid her out under him and used his weight to pin her down so he could get to work on her pants.

[neverwrongagent]

She wasn't the least bit alarmed by the idea of bruises. She almost craved them as proof that they trusted each other. Arching and twisting under him, more to get against him than to help him, she whimpered with need. He had to know how badly she wanted him.

[posterboymarine]

Her squirming earned her a deep growl and a hard kiss. He needed her to hold still so he could get more skin. He needed more skin, more contact, more grounding.

[neverwrongagent]

If he was going to do that, she was never going to settle. It would be physically impossible. She was going to be a mess when they were done. She arched again, then worked to move so at least she helped him.

[posterboymarine]

He warned get again, then realized she was helping. Her pants got tossed somewhere behind them and get panties got torn off. He had fingers inside her a moment later, rough and hard, as he started nipping at her lips.

[neverwrongagent]

She jumped some at the panties tearing away, but she didn't do a damn thing to stop him. The moment his fingers were inside her, she started moaning. Her hips rocked hard against his hand, driving him deeply inside her, which only made her moans louder. She was going to hurt later, even though she was ready for him.

And she loved it.

[posterboymarine]

There was a fine line between his knowing that she was just trying to keep him in the moment and him thinking that she liked him as high as he was. That line was starting to blur as he got rougher with her.

He left off her lips and attacked a breast, her nipple caught between his teeth. He sucked and pulled, abusing the tender flesh even as he drove his fingers harder inside her.

[neverwrongagent]

It wasn't that she liked him high, but that scared her for other reasons than him getting rough. What she liked was that he didn't treat her as fragile or weak. His mouth on her breast made her cry out sharply, but she smothered that quickly so no one heard her. She was going to bruise spectacularly from the way he was treating her. Inside and out.

She worked to meet his thrusts because she thought that would hurt less and she was mostly right. Each thrust made her moan thickly. It hurt, but she kept getting wetter.

[posterboymarine]

He shifted to her other breast, growling deep in his chest at the way she felt under him. He could feel how much wetter she was getting and it just fueled him on. He was desperate for her, yet he was unwilling to stop. He had to keep touching her.