His answer came almost as a relief to her. It was an incredibly scary thing that neither of them were ready for, but at least it was just between them. It wasn't about her job or his involvement in anything. All of which would make Saul freak if he heard her try and justify it that way. She rested her forehead against his and whimpered. "We are so fucked." She managed a low laugh. "Probably loved you since that night. Hard not to."